First up, I added Office Slut to Angel Access.
That cover? I loooooove it. My momma was like, ow, I would smack a man who does that to me if I even put those damn panties on. Haha so my mom is dating. My parents got divorced a while back AAAAND my mom’s second marriage didn’t work out too well. No luck with love in this family!!!…or is it changing?
I called my mom before my date last night – FaceTimed her after I did my makeup. She was like, oh wow you look like a really classy slut… good job. HAHA! Love that woman, she’s sassy and a half.
So I have no idea what to expect and I decided to keep it pretty casual (we can’t all have steak dinners with personal waiters) and I’m glad I did.
Jason (CVS Guy) owns a Mexican-Asian fusion restaurant but like a really casual cafe. It was fun, like asian tacos or mexican noodle bowls, nothing too complicated. But it was nice. It had live music. We had a great time. The conversation was the best part. He’s funny. After a lot of conversation he asked me what I do, and I had been vague and said I was a writer. But then when I told him what kind of author I was, he was like, whoa.
He got really quiet and I was like, fuck, did I ruin everything here or what? Then I was like well if he can’t respect what I do then this is over anyway.
Jason exhales and looks over at me with this really adorable, charming grin and he’s like, wow, guess there’s even more pressure on this date than I thought. I mean, you must have written so many.
I found that adorable. I told him not to worry, I’m real and he’s real and I’m not comparing him to a book.
You can tell because I didn’t sleep with him. Haha, in a Lana book there’d be like a spanking or something involved by now.
He had a naughty look in his eye when he dropped me off last night, this devilish twinkle, and he kissed me and it was a like five star kiss.
I think I’ll text him again. Any mexican food I eat without indigestion like already would have made my door dash list but haha like I had a really good time with him. It was nice to have my great big happily ever after weighing on my head.
But all the same, I know… I’m not a lotsa dating kinda girl. I want to settle down. But I guess a whole lot of dating is how I find THE ONE, right?
Wish me luck out there in that wild dating world.