I’ve been keeping my silence about Aiden because, as I’ve said, I’m not that sure about him and, of course, myself.
I want to keep him to myself first. LOL. And I’ve been having fun on the side, but it doesn’t mean I’m not thinking about him. Girls just wanna have f-u-n.
But because you’ve been asking about him, I’m going to share our moments together. You see, earlier this morning – it was so sweet – he surprised me!
He arrived early and asked me to have breakfast with him. I was like, oh my God! my hair is still standing on end. I looked like someone the cat dragged in.
But he looked at me like I was the most beautiful woman he has seen. Aiden had this dashing smile with a rose in his hands. I wasn’t ready to go out, so I told him we were having breakfast in my place.
So yeah, he cooked a simple yet hearty meal with eggs and bacon. It has been a long time since someone cooked for me. My heart went on overdrive, but I held my emotions.
But the feeling of wanting to bare my heart to him? It was eating me as if I really wanted to tell him everything about me. All my needs and everything that my heart desired. I wasn’t sure if he would understand me, though.
I just want someone to accept me for who I am and love me for real. But in my quest to find the person for me, I encountered so many people that left me with a broken heart.
Anyway, let’s go back to my romantic breakfast with Aiden before I go on to talk about my failed romances.
Aiden asked me about my days⸺he went to a seminar, so we haven’t seen each other for a few days now⸺and I almost choked on my food. He asked me, and I felt a bit guilty. Well, nothing was going on between us yet, so I’m not supposed to feel this emotion.
I told him, “I was fine. The day is the same as usual with the girls.”
He was like, “That’s good!”
Then we continued to talk about things… until I decided to spill the beans to Aiden and to see where we go from here.
4 thoughts on “The real deal with Aiden”
Well, I’m glad he’s still being good to you. I understand your reluctance to open yourself up though. Personally, I don’t trust people who are overly nice, or overly sweet, to me. Probably part of that self-esteem problem I seem to have. At least in personal relationships. I hope the news of some of the side-antics wasn’t a complete kill joy. He seems like the kind of guy who would be ok with that kind of stuff. Anyway, here’s hoping things continue to grow between you both!! You certainly deserve it Lovely Lana!!
You deserve to have someone truly love you for yourself. If you open up to Aiden, I hope he opens up to you also. You both deserve to be happy. I wish I could find someone to love me for myself.
I think he’s worth it cuz he knows better and he’s trying!! Also cuz I know u 2 have great chemistry! He knows not to mess with U but he’s still there! It’s been said he’s the player no commitments but it’s obvious u have struck him! I’ve been waiting for this relationship to evolve! Stop holding back when u know u what u really want! Lana open the door! Love U 😘
Lana, I wish you the best and sincerely hope that you can find someone who will love all of you just the way you are. It really was sweet of Aiden to cook you breakfast and not making an issue about going out, that is special I think.
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