Hey there Angels
So thanks for all the comments and emails that you guys sent my way about this. It really gave me some food for thought. I gotta say, some of you Angels make us look so tame with your exploits from back in the day!
One of the things I was learning as I was reading this was that maybe we should do a segment on the blog similar to Penthouse Letters or whatever where people can email in and we will publish what they did. Anonymously of course. As long as its hot. I don’t know. What do you guys think? I might talk to Alexis about that.
Anyways, so I also talked to Alexis about the current dilemma with Jock and Community and his brother. And you know Alexis. She was like okay you should just do all three of them and have Joyce join in as well and I just rolled my eyes because what else was I expecting?
So when Alexis finally calmed down, I sat down and we may have had a breakthrough.
I decided that if Joyce is okay with it then I want to get dirty with Jock. But it feels so wrong because he’s so much younger than me – which also makes it so much more exciting. But I need to set some ground rules. So here they are.
- I am not his girlfriend. We’re not in any relationship. He has to be okay that I go suck like 20 dicks right after he leaves because he doesn’t have any claim over me.
- Its just sex. Nothing more. I have crazy horniness taking me over and I’m going to use him like an animal looking to scratch an itch.
- I may cut off all contact with him at any point
- I will actively still be looking for Mr. Right
- He is not Mr. Right
- I am happy spending time with him outside of sex as long as he doesn’t develop feelings
- HE needs to be available for sex whenever I want
- I do not need to be available for sex whenever he wants. Whether we have sex is entirely my decision.
Ok so after I came up with these rules Alexis just looked at me weird and she was like asking me the following:
“How much time did you spend with him?”
And I told her I met him and accidentally brushed him as I walked away from the fridge. And that he had come and asked me to go swimming.
So Alexis raises an eye as she looks at me.
“And you don’t think if before you guys hang out if you put all those demands on him he’s not going to think you’re crazy?”
So I mean I know I want all these things. But when should I bring it up? I’m good at the sex part but the relationship part is tricky. Help me Angels!