I hear you babes! After what happened with that last wild week I knew I totally needed to talk to IT Guy.
The talk. As in… where is this relationship going?
What do we want?
Where is this going?
I mean let’s be real. We said I love you but we’ve been like having amazing sex and going out all the time.
But assuming a relationship like NEVER goes well for anyones babes. We have to have the talk.
The big C word.
Hey not that one…
Like obviously I want to have a happily ever after… eventually.
And when you meet the one aren’t you supposed to know.
Don’t throw rocks at me but like ok I have only had that feeling once before.
We’re talking the more than sparks feeling. The ohmigod this man, only this man forever feelings.
Things are special with IT Guy. I mean I didn’t save myself for marriage. I’m using my dating years for like dating but I don’t want to be alone.
But I don’t want to rush into anything.
And things haven’t been like “we talked about it being serious and it is serious” serious.
Part of me thinks I should be like worried IT Guy will be like I don’t want to be serious and committed and I take it back.
But I think I should worry about that… but I’m not?
Like I kind of will be happy either way?
I don’t know. Maybe that’s not it. It’s hard to put my finger on.
I know I love IT Guy. It’s just… there’s something lingering in my brain and I don’t know how to put it.
But I definitely need to have the conversation with him. I’m sure he agrees.
So it is time to figure out like the details how.
I’m debating if we should do it in public or privately discuss this?
Is private safer for possibly hard conversation topics?
Is private worse because the greater chance of bow chicka wow wow sexy times when I look into his eyes and emotions are running strong?
I mean I can see the argument going either way Angels for doing public or private. I think it should probably be in private and with all the things going into this, I think I’ll actually try not to turn it into sex so we can be like clearheaded you know?
What do you think Angels?
And like what’s going on with me????????? Shouldn’t I just know what I want???
Should I use more question marks????? LOL help an Angel out 😉