Hey Angels!
Ok so I know other authors are like clamoring to write on the blog but I had some really crazy daydreams yesterday and when I was sleeping last night the daydreams turned into crazy real dreams too and I was like ok hmm I need to share with the Angels.
So in my daydream I’m like on my knees in like a maroon thong (the kind you can get from VS that don’t leave the VPL you know even if they’re not as tiny but they do look tiny but they also look smooth). And I have this black bra on and I’m on my knees in an office. And I’m like sucking Winebar’s cock.
Like he’s holding my head and I’m giving him this really sloppy blowjob and he’s like oh yeah. But then I look up at him with like these really slutty eyes and I’m like you know I’ve fucked other guys after you. And he’s like taking his hands and just thrusting his cock into my mouth. And then I keep sucking and slurping and angels this is how vivid this thing is I can remember feeling how like my spit is falling from my mouth and it’s dripping onto my thighs.
Also like my mouth is all wet from the blowjob and I stroke his cock and then I take a hand and stroke his balls and he’s grunting like an animal.
And then he just comes.
Like the amount of cum is like insane when he comes in my dream. Like the volumes you seen in porn, maybe more. Not like “oh pop I shot a small load and you can’t see it”.
No.
The level of cum is like intense. He cums all over my tits and then my bra is like wet after all the cum that soaks it. Some of it goes in my mouth but I also miss and it coats my face. It hits my tummy and coats it and starts dripping down my body.
His cock eventually stops spurting cum and it starts to drip a bit and it falls on my thighs. And And the cum feels like hot on my skin.
I mean in my daydream I even feel cum on my hair. And we all know like the whole thing like cum on my face but please spare the hair, right?
So like over and over in this dream Winebar cums really hard the moment I’m like honest with him and I’m like oh I lived my own life and I did dirty things with other guys and that’s when he cums so hard.
Anyways I don’t know what to make of this recurring daydream and night dream. I wrote a couple scenes about it too and I’m like slathering to give someone a blowjob lol. But alas there are like no guys I can just give a blowjob too. Nor do I want to. I just don’t know how to get the out of my head either. I’ve like masturbated twice and came really hard thinking about it but yeah, I have blowjobs and getting cummed on in my brain.
With that little dose of wholesomeness I leave you today! Have a great day!
Winebar is the man who won’t go away fully!
I know he gave you a quick talk about the situation with his “sister” but did you ever have a full sit down discussion with him? He’s someone who lives in your mind and I think you never got the closure you wanted and with him popping back in, your mind won’t shut him out. Sit down and clear the air with him. Make your decision whether he gets to have that head space or you’re done with him and shut it down.
I’m with Ashley. Winebar is the one you still have feelings for and they’re coming out in your dreams and daydreams. You should have sat down (don’t text or skype) and talked this out with him, but IT Guy interfered and shut that down before you had a chance. Have a serious talk with Winebar. Lay down what you need and expect in any relationship you may have (or don’t have) with him. Maybe WB has woke up and smelled the roses and realizes what he lost. You owe it to yourself to find out. I’m rooting for you.
Hi Why does it matter how many of the Angel authors write a blog?. If the authors have something to say let them blog whenever they want. It would be great to read loads every day.
I agree with Ali! More blog posts would be just fine with me! As far as WB goes, damn him, figure this out! You still love him, maybe the talk everyone mentioned is exactly what you both need!
I needed to hear this, omg
Currently I was only having one person most days on the blog because I didn’t want someone’s post to maybe not get as much attention, I want all our Angels to be heard. but thank u so much for this valuable input, maybe we can all post on the blog haha!!!